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2007-04-05T15:25:00.000-06:00

I hardly ever check this thing anymore...but I thought I'd just write something on here so it doesn't look like I'm neglectful. If that's even a word. And if it is...I guess that's exactly what I've been doing to this thing.

Oh well...just a random update...

I'm BAACCK!

2006-12-05T14:28:00.000-07:00

I'm a little bit bugged right now...let me tell you why...I just wrote this big long giant sized post...and something I did, made it disappear. I'm upset about it, to be honest with you...I'll try again...

Here it is December 5th, 2006...my last post was March 10th, 2006...that's WAY too long to ignore the blog!

December (been a minute since I've called you that!!!)...I wanted you to know that I love you so much. I always have...and I always will. Things have been kinda...well...for lack of a better word, crazy for the past few months. I have never stopped loving you since December 2003. And I'm positive I never will. Even though at times I may have failed you in showing that. You've never left my mind or heart. Ever. It's always been all yours. I honestly believe that everything happens for a reason. The times we've endured...the relationships we've had...it's all been for a reason. I honestly believe that we're meant to be together. I'm not going to argue with fate, either!

I want more than anything for us to be together again. I know that may be some time away...but I want you to know that I've treasured every second spent with you the past little while. You give my life meaning. I know that you are scared to try again...but the things that you are afraid of, are the things that I know will not be an issue...and I think that time will only tell. I don't care about the attention or adoration from anyone but you. You are the only person in this world that I want to love me. I really mean that. I hope that soon, we'll be able to be ready to try again...because I miss everything about you. Everything about us. I want it back so badly.

I love you so much...and I always will.

Thank you

2006-03-10T14:10:00.000-07:00

It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words tonight

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words tonight

Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

I miss you...

2006-01-12T19:52:00.000-07:00

So...I'm in Silver City, NM. I've been here since Monday. I know...it's only been 4 days...but it feels like an eternity so far.

I was listening to some music and I decided that the song I'm about to type is a really good song, and even though the song is about breaking up...I'm going to change a couple of the words, take out some lines...and it will say exactly what I feel...

I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I couldn't have fathomed that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby

When I left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please, 'cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

I'm so far away from you...I feel like I've been gone forever. I miss you so much. It's been a long time since I've been away from you for THIS long. I never want to do it again. I can't be without you.

I know you don't really like Mariah...but this song is exactly how I feel. I miss you. So much. The only part I didn't take out, that I wanted to...but I just left it was the who's gonna take your place part...NO ONE can ever take your place...I'm never going to let you go. I love you so much. Although I KNOW where I went wrong...agreeing to come to this damn town!

I hope that everything in good ol' Utah is treating you well. I'm sorry that I won't be able to make it to your very first basketball game. I wish I could be there. I love watching you play. Make a lot of points for me...and make sure you can give me a play by play when I talk to you!

Anyway...I hope everything is going well for you out there. I can't wait to come home to you. I miss you and love you babe...

Yay for Christmas!

2005-12-27T16:34:00.000-07:00

So...Christmas is all about spending time with the people that you love...Well...I spent the entire day with the person I love the most! It was a great day! Starting with the sleepover! I love every second...

I was given one of the coolest presents ever!!! I got a new flat screen monitor for my computer! It's so freakin' sweet! It has speakers on it...it's GREAT! I love it! I got a SWEET Brett Favre calendar. I got an AWESOME belt from the coolest store ever! I got the best smelling smelly stuff too! I'm in heaven!!!

Babe...I love you so much! Thank you for spending the whole day with me! I loved every second of it! I'm SO glad that you love your present! It makes me very happy that you like it so much! Thank you for everything you do for me. I love you with all of my heart!

Up and running...

2005-12-22T14:18:00.000-07:00

Well, I got everything working they way it should be. I thought everything was great...and then when comments were left, it didn't show who left them. So, I had to change the template so it would show that. So...as of right now, I am very happy with the way the new blog looks! = )

I miss the Lua Puppy too...

She really was the best puppy ever. You made me sad, but a happy sad...with your post. I miss her tons too.

I love you. And I love the Lua Puppy too...

New Template/Happy Holidays

2005-12-21T22:27:00.000-07:00

My old template was being retarded, so I made a new one. Ok...so I didn't make this one...I just made the image at the top. I am beginning to really like Photoshop! Thanks Slakis! = )

Well...it's almost Christmas, I'm very excited to give my presents!

That's about all. Have a fabulous holiday season!!!

Merry Christmas! Feliz Navidad! Happy Hanukkah! ...And everything else!

DEC...I LOVE YOU!!!

Slakis says to visit his website. So...click here

Not really sure how the posting thing works just yet. Still trying to make it look normal. I really don't like the way it is now...so I'll hopefully be able to fix it. If I can't, then I'm getting a new template. I apologize for any inconvenience this may cause any of my readers! ; )

Make sure...

2005-11-18T12:53:00.000-07:00

Things in life can sometimes suck. Things happen that make life hard. It's also hard to get over those things sometimes. And sometimes those things that you can't get over, also make life hard. I didn't choose to have all that happen, it just did. Just like no one else ever chooses to be hurt. It just happens.

I hurt. And lately it's been more and more everyday. I can't help but think about things that have happened in the past, and see similarities, and be scared. I have done a lot of things that I have regret for...which is awful. But I have tried to make up for that...it can be hard at times to always keep your cool.

December...

Things have been so hard. I know that you didn't MEAN to hurt me...but I was hurt by the things that happened about one year ago...I think about it sometimes, and I hurt. I trusted you more than I had ever trusted anyone...I let my guard completely down. I thought you could do no wrong. I know that I did so many things to hurt you...and what happened with Amy was probably deserved...but it still hurts me. I'm sorry that I can't get over everything that's happened.

I don't want you to be out of my life...but with how things have been, I'm not sure I really have a choice...that hurts...but if that's the way it's going to be...then I guess I'll just have to learn to accept that, as hard as it will be.

Regardless of how I may make you feel...I do love you and I always will. You will forever hold a special place in my heart...a place that no one has even touched. That place is all you.

Anyway...I hope everything works out for the best....

Struggling...

2005-10-31T17:42:00.000-07:00

Don't...don't you wish we tried
Do you feel what I feel inside
You know love is stronger than pride
Don't...no don't
Let your anger grow
Just tell me what you need me to know
Please talk to me don't close the door
Cause I wanna hear you...wanna be near you

Don't fight...don't argue
Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry
Just let me love you
Don't turn me away...don't tell me to go

Don't...don't give up on trust
Don't give up on me...on us
We could just hold on long enough
We can do it...we'll get through it

Don't fight...don't argue
Just give me the chance to say that I'm sorry
Just let me love you
Don't turn me away...don't tell me to go

Don't pretend that it's ok
Things won't get better that way
And don't do something you might regret someday
Don't...
Don't give up on me

We can do it...we'll get through it

Don't fight...don't argue
Just give me the chance to say that I'm sorry
Just let me love you
Don't turn me away...don't tell me to go

Don't fight...don't argue (Don't give up on me)
Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry (say that I'm sorry)
Just let me love you (Don't give up on me)
Don't turn me away...don't tell me to go

Don't fight...don't argue
Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry
Just let me love you (don't give up on me)
Don't turn me away...don't tell me to go

Long Time No See

2005-09-27T18:56:00.000-06:00

Well, it's been an extremely long time since I've last posted. And that's because I've been so busy at work that I really never have the chance to do it. And it's 6:59 on Tuesday night, and I was just getting ready to leave, but I thought I'd do a little baby update.

I've been working in the recruiting department, interviewing and hiring a lot of people. It's been really busy. I've recently been given the option to transfer to the Lindon call center. I think I know what I'm going to do. I'm like 99.9% sure that I'm not going anywhere. I do have until Thursday to figure it out. I talked to my bosses boss, and she doesn't want me to leave. That makes me feel really good, because she's good people. I just want to do what's best for my career, whatever I decide that is.

Well HB, it's been so crazy with us lately. Things have been so bad and so good all in the same day. It's been a tough, painful, hard and FUN, exciting, the best experience of my life all in one big ball. I hope that we can figure things out, and we can always be a part of each others lives. I just really want you to know that I love you with all of my heart, and I always will.

Happy Birthday

2005-07-05T09:47:00.000-06:00

I just wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the most important person in my life...

I love you...I always will.

I hope you have an OK birthday. I'm really sorry that your present isn't here yet. I really tried to get you something good...but with my stupid financial situation, that was kind of hard...I'm really sorry, but I hope you like what I got you.

I love you...

Happy Birthday.

Regret...

2005-06-27T09:57:00.000-06:00

If you need a friend,
don't look to a stranger,
You know in the end,
I'll always be there.

And when you're in doubt,
and when you're in danger,
Take a look all around,
and I'll be there.

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will.

When your day is through,
and so is your temper,
You know what to do,
I'm gonna always be there.

Sometimes if I shout,
it's not what's intended.
These words just come out,
with no gripe to bear.

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will.

Well, things have been said and done that will be hard to take back. But hopefully in time, I'll be able to. I'm so sorry that I said all of the terrible things I've said. I don't think you're a horrible person. I think you're amazing. I don't think you "fish". I don't think you'd ever hit me. Well I know you wouldn't. I don't know why I say hurtful things. I guess it's just because I'm the bad person in this duo. Even though I don't think about the things that I say, and the consequences of my words, I want you to know, that I don't say them (at least in the front of my mind) to hurt you. But maybe subconsciously, I am. I guess that you're right, it's the only way I've ever really fought. I need to grow out of that, because it's going to push away the most important thing in my life...if it hasn't already. I'm so sorry. Like I said to you the other day...recognizing the problem is half the battle. I'm so sorry I get so mean and horrible to you. I love you more than I love life itself. I really do. I'm so sorry that I've said things that I'll probably never be able to take back. I really am. Regret is a horrible feeling. Not one that I'm ever going to get used to feeling. I have to take the necessary steps to never feel this way again. And I will. It might be a while out...but one day, I will.

I'll try my best to not ask you to try again with me...I also will try not to say the words "I love you" until I know you can feel that from me. I'll try to have my actions match my words. From now on. I'm so sorry that I was so horrible to you.

Just in case something ever happens to one of us...I just want you to know that I do love you, and I do care about you...and I am SO sorry that I was the way I was. I'm so sorry.

Happiness!

2005-06-21T17:50:00.000-06:00

Well...since I had a minute or two to spare...I thought I would give the ol' blog an update! It's been very hit and miss with this lately!

I just wanted to let everyone out there know that I am very happy! In my job, and in my life! I'm liking my job a lot better now that we're not so understaffed. And my life at home is GREAT! I'm happy all around! The only thing that needs to happen now for it to be complete (well mostly complete) is no more debt! Only a little bit longer and I'm all done with my stupid bills! = ) And then the last thing that needs to happen is another March 5th!!! Then my life is complete!!!

I just moved desks a few days ago, I am loving my new spot in the office even more! I just put up my Utah Jazz basketball hoop, so when I'm bored, I can play!!! I'll get a picture of it later!!!

December, I love you with all of my heart! You're my everything! I missed the hell outta you while you were gone in Nashville! Don't ever leave me again...damn you! = P I love you so much!

I hope all is well with everyone! Anyway...until next time...which may be a while!!!

Part II

2005-06-09T09:34:00.000-06:00

Last night, I came walking in to a surprise. A pretty good one. It is one that made me cry...like a baby, for a minute. It was a cd that has a lot of songs that mean something in one way or another...

I thought that since I have it with me today, I'm going to take a little bit from each song, even if it's just a sentence, to make a story (I guess you could call it a story!) that hopefully will let the person who made it for me know...just what I think about when I hear these songs...

This song reminds me of our Vegas trip...
I wanna make a mess
I wanna blow off stress
I wanna stoke the fire
Just creatures for a while

This song just reminds me of singing loud in the car!
It's bitter baby,
And it's very sweet.
I'm on a rollercoaster,
but I'm on my feet.
Take me to the river,
Let me on your shore.
I'll be coming back baby,
I'll be coming back for more.

Every time I hear "Bank America" I'm going to think about you...
Bank America - That's all I have to say about that song!

This song reminds me of us sitting on the floor singing it...and I remember exactly where I was the first time I heard it, and I remember thinking of you then too. And then the Big Ass Show...
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

This song reminds me of dancing with you...the night before Pride.
I'm so stimulated
Feel so X-rated
I could dance all night
As long as it's funky

This song reminds me of waking up on Valentine's Day to the smell of pancakes and sausage...you're so sweet.
And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

This song reminds me of how it reminds you of coming to my apartment...
I can't escape winding down these halls
Hard to find a place where there are no walls

This reminds me of your Ed Lover dance!!!
Let's get retarded (ha), let's get retarded in here.

This is how I feel so often...
Will you let me retract let me take it back
Sometimes my words lack and my mind flies off the track
What I'm trying to convey is miles from what I say

This song reminds me of you singing to me in the back of Kara's car...
When you took my hand up so calm
Touched it to your cherry lip balm
A million nasty things went through my mind

This song reminds me of how much you still cared about me even while I was being a piece of shit to you...I'm so sorry about that.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

It turns me on so much when you sing this part of this song...
Tell me what you want, do you want it missionary wit yo feet cramed to the head board?

This song makes me cry...I love this song. I hope one day we can dance to this song at our wedding...
In your heart--I can still hear
a beat for every time you kiss me
And when we're apart,
I know how much you miss me
I can feel your love for me in your heart

This song also reminds me of how much you still cared about me during the horrible time....
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away

Another song that turns me on to hear you and watch you sing...
Hey shawty
You think you bad but you ain't bad
I'll show you what bad is.

This song is the one that means the absolute most to me. I love this song and I love what it means. I still remember listening to him sing it live, and the feeling that I felt...it was amazing.
Theres something bout how you stay on my mind, theres something bout the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep...

That's all of them...all16 songs on The Best CD Ever Part II.

Thank you so much for my cd. I love it. It means the world to me...You mean the world to me.

Where is your heart?

2005-06-08T16:46:00.000-06:00

I don't understand
Your love is so cold
It's always me that's reaching out
For your hand...

-

2005-05-23T11:30:00.000-06:00

I don't believe
In the smile that you leave
When you walk away
And say goodbye
Well I don't expect
The world to move underneath me
But for God's sake
Could you try?
I know that you're true to me
You're always there
You say you care
I know that you want to be mine

Where is your heart?
'Cause I don't really feel you
Where is your heart?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard
To give me what I need?
I want your heart to bleed
That's all I'm asking for
Oh, where is your heart?

We'll miss you Lua puppy...

2005-05-02T10:36:00.000-06:00

Well...this is going to be the saddest post I've ever done...Kahlua was recently diagnosed with Lymphoma...which is an aggressive cancer. She's only 1 year and 10 months old, so it's even more aggressive. She's been the best dog that I've even known. And I can honestly say that I feel so honored to have been able to spend as much time as I did with her. She was (and I say "was" even though as of right now, she's still with us, she's not the same anymore) the happiest dog ever. Just like December said..."She was such a care free puppy. I mean, all she needed was skin to lick and she was all good. She wasn't needy at all." That's so true. She wasn't the kind of dog that got in the way, and bugged...she loved to be close to people, she loved to play with anything and everything! Her favorite was a softball, a plain old softball! She loved to chase the fat cat around the apartment! She slept on the bed with us every night. She would lay on my legs...I'll miss that. It's going to be so quiet now.

The thing that keeps me going is knowing that she's going to a much better place and she won't be in any more pain. She's too good of a puppy to hurt.

December, I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I could do to make it all better for you. I would give anything to take the pain away and let her live a full healthy life...she deserves it. She was always such a good puppy. I'm so sorry. I'll be with you every step of the way, and I'll hold you and wipe away your tears. I'm so sorry babe. We'll get through this...together. I'll be your support. I'm just so sorry. I love you so much.

Lua Puppy...I love you and I miss you already...You be a good puppy for everyone up there! I know you will be, that's all you knew how to do! I love you Kahlua...

Girls are DRAMA!

2005-04-26T11:05:00.000-06:00

So...in my new job there's this girl, and she's such a bitch! She just wreaks of meanness. And it's sad, because she could be a cool girl, but she's not. At all. But I did recently find out that it's because she's jealous because she thinks that a guy in here likes me...but little does she know, I don't like boys. = ) I'm not too worried about her though, because I just try to steer clear of her. Because she drives me crazy.

Other than that, I really like my new job. It's fun, and I like the people, except the above girl. I really like my boss, he's way cool and a lot of fun!

December, I love you so much! You're my everything! And you always will be!

This is a short post because I'm working, and hardly ever have time to post, so I thought I'd do it now, while it's sort of slow...but now I have to get back to work!

Busy, Busy, Busy!

2005-04-10T13:10:00.000-06:00

Well, I've been very busy at my new job...so busy that I don't even really have time to post on this bad boy! So I thought that I'd do it today while I cleaned out my old desk. I'm kind of sad cleaning out my old desk...this desk has been a security blanket for me for the past 8 months or so. My old job was tons of fun, and I got to meet a lot of new people! And they are all great people...but like I said before, I'll just be downstairs, and on messenger all day long! So it's not like I'm going to China! But to everyone who made my last job fun...thanks a ton!

Slakis, you start training on Monday for a new project...best of luck to you! I know you're also worried about doing something different, but like I said, you'll catch on, and hopefully you'll start to love it.

So that's what I'm doing...a new post! YAY! Finally I have a second or two to update my little buddy. Well I'll tell you about my new job...I'm in recruiting now. Which just means that anyone who wants a job here, I interview them. And it's going to start to get really crazy, because we have to hire an INSANE amount of people for the next couple weeks. Which means I'll be working a ton! OT is always good though! Especially when you have a lot of bills to pay off! = )

I will be heading out soon to a softball practice...with people that I work with...well used to work with. They're in my old department. And I'm excited for it. I hope we can at least have lots of fun. Not really TOO worried about the WIN/LOSS, just wanting to have fun is all I care about.

December, I love you with all of me. You're my everything. I'm happy that we're good! = D You're my favorite person ever! And I get to see you in about one hour...(maybe a little more, but close to that.) I hope you have fun with my co-worker softball team!

Well everyone, that's about all for now...and I'm not sure when I'll have time to post again! Until then...keep it real!

New Job!

2005-04-01T14:19:00.000-07:00

Beginning Monday I will officially be in recruiting! = )

I'm pretty excited about it. I think it will be a good fit for me...I'm am just a bit nervous for my first few interviews. I still haven't done one entire interview. I've only done the first part, and not the last part. Hopefully I'll catch on fast, considering we have to hire an INSANE amount of people in the next couple of weeks!

I'm going to miss a lot of the people I worked with on good ol' T3. Well, I'm not going to lie...only a few people that I saw and spoke with on an everyday basis: Kelly Love, Slakis, Dave, and Tony...and that's about it. There are other things I'll miss, but maybe I won't go into those things! ; ) And there are also things that I WILL NOT miss!! = D And it's not like you guys can't still come downstairs and see me! I will only be two floors away!!! Anyway, to all of you guys...keep on truckin'!!!

Well, that's enough about work...

I have a softball tournament that starts tomorrow morning and ends tomorrow night. It should be fun! Hopefully I can win at least a T-shirt.

And I guess that's about all of the updating I have to do now...

December, you are by far my favorite! Thank you for all of your support...I love you!

Hey...(December)

2005-03-25T13:50:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU!

What the hell?!

2005-03-24T13:41:00.000-07:00

What does he say?! If he says what I think he says...I guess, 50 Cents' mom didn't like boys! Kinda funny...this is a really good song though...

Here's the whole song. It's a good song...it does have a few bad words in there though...just a heads up! The reason it doesn't sound all that great is because I have to hold my head phones up to the phone while I record it...so sorry about the lack of sound quality.

. . .

2005-03-22T14:23:00.000-07:00

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

Hello/Picasa

2005-03-14T15:07:00.000-07:00

I am just trying to figure out how the whole Picasa/Hello thing works...I'm not sure if I want to use it yet. We'll see though...

Does anyone out there use Picasa and Hello? I'm not really too sure how it all works, and I am extremely too impatient to read it all...maybe one of my readers (because I'm sure there are tons) can give me a mini-crash course?! Is it worth it to use it? Or should I just post them the good old fashioned html way? I think I read somewhere that if you use Hello and Picasa then the limit to how many pictures you post is endless!!!

Slakis taking pictures...as usual.

This is me and Singh in the break room one day, while Slakis takes our picture...

Again

2005-03-10T15:45:00.000-07:00

I was just going through some of my favorites, and I came across a webpage that I want to share with everyone...but it's only funny if you've seen Napoleon Dynamite...here it is. But you have to have sound in order for it to be really funny...or else it's just really lame.

So, I should stay here until about 6:00 pm or so to try and get some more hours...but I don't think I can do that. I get so bored after everyone leaves. So, maybe I'll just leave in about half an hour or so. We'll see how crazy I get.

Well this is my second update of the day...so I'll just leave it at that.

Blah

2005-03-10T15:26:00.000-07:00

So this whole iTunes thing really is a pain in the ass. I just want to do the legit thing, if I'm going to download this stuff on this computer. So that's why I pay for it, just in case any of you were wondering. But I finally got my songs onto a CD. But they are currently on a CD-RW, and I have to put them on a CD-R so Slakis can have his CD back. But it's good, because it plays in my car. It really made it worth it to pay for them all. Now I don't feel like I'll be sued for millions.

Anyway, that's all...

Vegas

2005-03-09T12:10:00.000-07:00

So...we went to Las Vegas for a softball tournament, which was...Interesting. And I'll tell you why...The people who were what they'd like to call "in charge", didn't know how in the hell to run a softball team...well at least a successful, winning, competitive softball team. Instead of having someone play where they SHOULD play, because that's best for the team, they had their friends play those positions. How stupid is it to have someone come with you to a tournament, and not even really put them in. When they are better than every single one of your outfielders. It just didn't make any sense. But whatever. We learned a lesson. A very big lesson. Never play with Swoosh...they only care about friendships, and loyalties, NOT winning. Which is FINE...had they told us that's how it was going to be. Then at least that way, we could have made up our mind as to whether or not we wanted to spend OUR own money to go down there to play...or not play. If it wasn't for the person they didn't put in the field, we wouldn't have won the ONLY game we DID win. Nice way to say "thanks", huh?! Damn them.

So we decided to put together a work team. But the problem is, we can only find a few people of each sex to play. It will be on Friday nights at the Redwood park. Because this is for real. We want to get a team together, but we need some players. It's only $300 a team, which would make it $25 per person. It's only a 7 week league. So it should be fun...or at least entertaining

So...March 5th...that day will most definitely go down in the books for the best day ever. It's crazy...you wait for months...and I literally mean MONTHS...for someone you care about more than ever to whisper, yell, scream, talk, utter...Etc. Something that you've been dying to hear...it's the best feeling ever. So, December...thank you. I promise, I won't let you down. You're my everything, and I love you so much. And I promise to do nothing but show you that. Thank you...from the bottom of my heart.

New Post, New Blog

2005-03-02T11:08:00.000-07:00

I have another blog that is located here. The main reason for starting another blog was to play around with html stuff. I wanted it to be a learning process for me, which it has been! I'm starting to get the hang of it...slowly but surely. It's a lot of jibberish. I've mostly just done the whole hit and miss approach. And that's seemed to be the best way of learning for me. Because if it doesn't change what I want it to change, I get to see what it did change. So, it's good, I guess.

The new blog is just a softball blog. And that's only because I found a (kinda) cool picture of a baseball and used it for my header background. Maybe I can tell you how good I USED to be. The more and more I play, the more and more I realize that I cannot play like I used to. I'm getting older, my shoulder is getting worse. I'm babying it too much, and it's become a bad habit. Maybe I can break it. Who knows?

I got the templates here. It's just all in html and you cut and paste it in to your template.

Anyway, take it easy everyone.

Second post of the day!

2005-03-01T15:11:00.001-07:00

Well I finally figured it out. Um...actually I didn't really figure anything out...but whatever I did, worked! The picture is now there and it's looking tons better! At least in my opinion! I do think it's in part of my new hosting site that Slakis provided me with...can't remember the name of it...but it's a lot easier to use than geocities. So, thanks Slakis! It would have been nice if you'd have made it to work today...work is boring now! Everyone (that I used to go to lunch with is gone!) except Slakis. Dylan, Fivas, Singh, and even Jeremy. Sad days at TP! Oh well! I'm happy because I finally have that damn HTML thing KIND of figured out. I'm trying!

Anyway, December, I hope you like your picture of Kahlua on there! If not, I can change it into what ever you would like (now that I know how!)!!!

Thanks to everyone who offered help!

Tried that...

2005-03-01T13:20:00.000-07:00

Slakis,

I tried that new hosting site you gave me, and it's still the same thing. When I click on preview it's there, but when I click on republish entire blog, then view blog, it's not there. Do you think it could be some kind of setting in the template that doesn't allow for that to happen? It's just so weird! Maybe if and/or when you come to work, I'll show you what it does, and you can help me?!

December,

I signed into your blog just to see if that new site would work, and it doesn't. Sorry. I'm damn determined to figure it out though! I signed into it while you were taking care of Larry! = )

Working Sunday

2005-02-27T13:06:00.000-07:00

I am working today. Today is Sunday. I'm not working because I'm normally scheduled to work this day, I'm working so I can have Friday off, and still get my hours, without using my PTO. I switched shifts with someone. I forgot how freakin' boring Sundays are.

So I thought I'd post something new. Considering Jeremy was the only one who offered to help me with my blog problems. And yeah, Jeremy, I've done all you said to do. Republish the entire blog, and still nothing. It's not my blog though, it's for Heather's blog, I'm trying to make it different, and I have failed...Miserably. I don't know what the deal is. Maybe it's where I've got the picture saved, which is in my geocities account. I don't know! Hell, it's driving me insane though.

As for my iPod, you are all right, I'm going to get an iPod. MP3 cd player would be lame. I can't carry that around with me!

So, Jeremy, are you saying that you have full access to your computer over there and they really don't care what you do with it? You can put soulseek or something similar on there and download like crazy?! That's pretty nice! I wish I could have those kinds of privileges. That would be fabulous.

Thanks to everyone who gave their input. It was all fully appreciated.

Have a good day, thanks for reading.

Keep on Keepin' on!

December, still lovin' you!!!

Oh and by the way...good job today! (Messenger and all)!!! I love you!

iPod

2005-02-23T14:23:00.000-07:00

So I've been thinking about getting an iPod, some people say do...other people say just get a cd player (in your car) that is MP3 compatible. The only difference is that I can't take a car cd player with me everywhere that I go.

People also say that it's stupid for me to pay $0.99 per song when I can download them for $Free.99 at some websites. I don't want to pay for them, but I also don't want a letter in the mail saying "you're going to be sued for 1.5 million dollars." Even though rumor has it, if they ever DO say anything, it's just "please delete those songs, and don't do that again". I think in the long run (if I don't get caught) I could save TONS of money.

Hmm...decisions, decisions. That's what sucks about being an adult. Decisions!

I am GOING to get an iPod, just not sure when, because they're not cheap. And if I save up the money, I might have a hard time taking it all in somewhere and giving it to them...I'm weird like that. But we'll see.

Wow

2005-02-22T14:00:00.000-07:00

Well I have a tummy ache.

Now...having said that...I guess I will update a little bit...no one has helped my with my blogger problem, and even blogger themselves sent me back a retarded answer to my question...so if anyone knows the answer to my question seen in my previous post, please feel free to answer!!!

I had an interview today. Hopefully I will get offered SOMETHING! I'm fine with anything...as long as it's secure. And like I've said in previous posts, I really like my current job, I just don't want to be laid (sp?) off permanently. That's what scares me.

Well, I guess that about sums it all up!

I'm going to Vegas in a week or so...It's going to be SO much fun! Playing softball! Hanging out with my favorite person ever! Good times!

December...I love you. I'm sorry about yesterday. I love you so much.

Updating...

2005-02-18T15:21:00.000-07:00

I don't really have much to update! I just posted the other day. Except Jeremy decided to wander his way over to my blog for the one of the first times in months. It's good to see that he has his blog up and running again, even though it's pretty overwhelmingly long. But nonetheless, it seems fun for him!

I tried really hard to get some pictures to post for a background of the blog header, but for whatever reasons, it just doesn't work. It works when I click on PREVIEW on the Template tab, but not when I click on View Blog...if anyone out there who by chance reads this, knows...maybe you can help me out!?

So I heard from Singh the other day, via Slakis' blog on his website (the link can be found under the LINKS section). I should just link to it from here, but I'm too lazy to get the exact address...maybe when I'm feeling more up to it, I will.

I guess that's just about it for now...

December, I love you.

New Template

2005-02-16T14:15:00.000-07:00

I've been playing with my template settings for the past couple of days, and this is what I found...

I like it...It's something different! I think that now maybe I want to take a class in HTML or something, because this stuff could be fun, if you know what you're doing! Which I don't...I just cut and paste and replace the words with what I want them to say. It's basically hit and miss for me. Good thing that blogger offers that PREVIEW button. If not for that, I'd have NO idea what my blog looks like!

I applied for a couple new jobs, within the same company, but instead of working for a project, I could be working for the company...Which would be nice. Even though I do like my job, I do believe it's coming to an end in the near future.

December...I'm still loving you!

I guess that's about it for now...

Happy Valentine's Day

2005-02-14T12:10:00.000-07:00

Today is the day that you get to show the person you love, just how much you love them. I've heard some people say..."It's the day that you have to show the person you love, how much you love them"...but I think that it's all about WANT. If you love someone, they should know it.

And I am sure that most people get bored reading my blog because it's like a love novel, or something...but you can all BITE IT! Because this is MY blog, and I can write what ever the hell I want!!!

Now...to the serious business...

December,

You have been my strength for so long now, I think it's my turn to help you be strong. You're an amazing person, with serious potential...don't ever let anyone try to tell you, or show you different. You know what kind of a person you are...you know that you deserve to have anything you want. Keep your head up, things will start to look up...but don't be scared to ask me for help, or even just a shoulder to cry on...I will do anything I can to help you realize just how important you are to me.

You are the best thing that's happened to me. Things have not always been so easy between us...but please believe me when I say that I love you more than I knew was possible. You are everything I've ever hoped for, wished for, and dreamt of. It's crazy to know that you can have EVERYTHING you want in someone all in one person. I mean there are a lot of people who want this and that...but then they only get this OR that...hardly ever do they get both...and with you, I have EVERYTHING I've ever wanted. It's amazing...you're amazing.

I hope that I can make your Valentine's Day at least a little bit nice. Because you deserve it.

I hope your head starts to feel better, and you don't have to touch Li'l SHITLER.

I love you.

Always and Forever,
Becca

Randomness

2005-01-21T10:35:00.000-07:00

Which is exactly what my updates have been recently! I apologize for the inconvenience that may cause any of my readers!

I haven't had TOO much to new stuff going on. I'm still sick, but I went to the doctor yesterday, and I now have antibiotics. That's good, now maybe I can start to feel like myself again.

Today is Friday, which is good. I get to sleep in tomorrow, next to the sexiest person ever! That's actually the best part about sleeping in!

This Sunday is the AFC/NFC championship games. I don't really care who goes out of Philly or Atlanta. Dorsey Levens, who was the RB for the Packers a few years ago, is on the Eagles, so I wouldn't mind seeing him win another one...but I also wouldn't mind seeing the Falcons go either, Michael Vick is pretty damn good. But I DO NOT want the freakin' Patriots to go again. I'm glad they kicked the Colts out, BUT they do NOT need to go any further. SO, the Steelers HAVE to win!

I'm going on a double date tomorrow! Yes, with that same "sexiest person alive"! And two of the VERY FEW normal people we hang out with. It should be fun, I assume we're going to see a good movie, hopefully a scary one! Scary movies are always a bonus while on a date! Hint, Hint! ; )

Well, that's about all...now you can see why my new posts are so far and few between!

I love you December! = )

Sick

2005-01-14T11:47:00.000-07:00

Today I am not feeling so great. Yesterday I didn't feel so great. Hopefully tomorrow I'll be better. Being sick is such a pain in the ass. EXCEPT when the one person you'd want right next to you, stays home from work to take care of you...then being sick isn't so bad at all!

Thank you for taking care of me! You have no idea how much I appreciate you, AND that you did that...for me! That was most definitely SO unselfish, and so caring of you! Thank you! I love you! So much! And I always will!

Home at last!

2005-01-10T13:01:00.000-07:00

Well let's just start by saying Friday and Saturday day SUCKED ASS!!! Saturday night was the BEST EVER!!! Ha!

I think it's kinda weird how sometimes things, random things, make you realize just what it is you have, and how often you take the small things for granted. If you love someone with all you have, and they go away, for any amount of time (in my case it was only 36 hours, but the longest 36 hours of my life), you should take the time alone to sit and think about the things that you normally fight about...and how UN-important they are. Which is what I did...I mean fighting all the time really is pointless. But sometimes, not really sure why, but sometimes, it just takes a little bit of time away from that person to really realize just how much they mean to you...and how much it means to always stay good. It's crazy how time apart makes you realize all that you take for granted. It also makes you realize what's important...and gives you time to really sit down and think about what it is you want. And the path necessary to getting to the final goal. I've known for a long time, right where I'm supposed to be, but things have still been a little rough lately. But while I was alone, I couldn't help but think about the things that have been making things a little rough...and no matter how hard I thought, and no matter how hard I tried to make sense of all the fights, I just couldn't. Because it doesn't make any sense to fight. Ever. I mean arguments, or disagreements sometimes, I think, are necessary, just to keep things in perspective...(and we are still all human.) I mean not EVERYONE, ALWAYS gets along...especially if they are always together. But no matter what, as long as you realize what it is you want, and how to get there...that's really all that matters in the end, right?!

December, I missed the hell outta you! And while you were gone, I realized that all of the petty, little fights we've had lately, are not worth the time and/or energy. Things have been kinda rough lately...but I realized that no matter what, as long as we are honest, open, caring, loving, and respectful of each other, nothing will go wrong. I mean like last night, talking to you made me feel 110% better about everything I was thinking. We can do this...we just have to do it together!

I love you so much! And I always will! = )

Hard Times

2005-01-05T13:20:00.000-07:00

Life really sucks ass sometimes. One day you wake up the happiest person ever, and the next...you wake up wishing you hadn't.

Merry Christmas!

2004-12-24T10:53:00.000-07:00

Well, I just wanted to wish everyone that reads this blog, a VERY Merry Christmas!

Christmas time is about being with people that you love, it's also about giving, loving, caring...I just wanted to publicly = ) thank you, December, for allowing me to be in your life. I am so grateful for you. You have no idea. I know things have been rough this holiday season...and for that, I'm truly sorry. But I know that if we just continue to love each other, anything is possible. We can overcome anything, as long as we are trying together...

Thank you for being you. You mean the world to me, and you always will. You will forever be in the front of my mind, and in my heart...

I love you so much.

Dear Slakis,

2004-12-20T10:15:00.000-07:00

I think you're funny. I think it's funny that you get so bent about an article ripping on Kobe. The funny thing about those Clay articles...I don't really care, and they don't really phase me. Yeah I like Clay Aiken...yeah, he wasn't the cutest thing to walk the face of this earth when he first entered the contest. Did I ever DENY that?!? NO. Never. Not once. I will be the first to say that he probably was a huge dork in high school. But guess what else?! I don't really care. I don't like people for their looks. I don't like people because a lot of other people find that person attractive. I like people for what kind of person they are. Which is why sometimes I wonder why I like you...

I tell people all the time that Clay gets his foundation AIR BRUSHED on. And about him being GAY...if he is...SO WHAT?! That gives YOU more reason to like him! And honestly, if you think he's NOT gay, then you're kinda...well, special. SO for someone to write an article about him possibly being gay, is like me writing an article about people wondering what you do with a telephone...well, you call people on the damn thing!!! Everyone KNOWS this.

And if you're SERIOUSLY going to TRY to say that he doesn't have a good voice, then you're seriously on crack. I mean people are jealous...and even 90% of the jealous people will say something like this, "I don't like Clay Aiken, he's a dork, he's not cute, and he's gay...BUT the boy can sing." So, for the author of that article to say that he CAN'T sing, is pretty much a mute point. I mean if he COULDN'T sing, do you think that he would have sold as many CD's as he did? No. If he couldn't sing, do you think that he would have even made it to the final 2 on American Idol??? NO. True, he might not have finished in 1st place, but I'm sure I can find an article which could prove that it's because of the mistake that was made that allowed FATTY to win...but I won't. Because I don't need to. If Fatty REALLY won...don't you think that his CD sales would have been MORE than Clay's?! I do. But it wasn't. Clay sold way more than 'I can't stand up and breathe without SWEATING my balls off'. That's a FACT.

Where did you find that article?! Weren't you saying that because the article's I found were on PAGE 2 of ESPN, that they didn't really mean anything. Well, where in the hell did you find that one? On some Jealous, BITTER, ANGRY hater's website?! Someone who is SO jealous, they're going to write an article stating that Clay's voice sounds like someone raping a muppet? If you don't even have the balls to admit that he has a good voice, then, nothing you say should hold any weight. Because it's been PROVEN that he does.

This is a statement I've said one too many times, but holy hell does it RING TRUE every single time I use it! Jealousy breeds contempt. People are jealous that because even though he may not be the cutest thing on this earth, and he MAY be gay...he can still get more girls than you guys could even dream of.

Here's my last piece of writing to you in this post, Slakis...See the difference is this...Kobe DID rape a girl. Clay, didn't. Kobe has PROVEN that he's a piece of shit. Clay...once again, HASN'T. So, nice try, Slakis.

Yours Truly,

Becca

P.S. Don't be mad that he got closer to some random, CUTE girl's boobs, then you'll ever be!

Clay Aiken...Revised (a little bit)

2004-12-17T15:06:00.000-07:00

Well, it's official, I'm the ONLY one here at Teleperformance that is a Clay Aiken fan! Everyone hates my shirt. That's ok though, because I love him! = ) For those of you who didn't get a chance to see my shirt, I'm sure Slakis will post pictures of it, because he did take a few!

So, I've been playing with my blog a little bit today, I finally have some new links. One to my most favorite person EVER, December's blog, and also to some other people! = ) Slakisdotcom, Jeremy's blog, and Dave Crane.

I also added a cute, that's right, I said "CUTE", counter. So now I can see how many people come here...and how FEW leave comments. I wish there was some way that anyone who enters my blog would HAVE to leave some kind of comment, and NO, Dave, I will NOT enable anonymous comments. You have to be known. If you're going to read this, you should comment. That's how I see it! ; )

Well, that's all for today. It's Friday, and I won't be back until Monday, December 20th...I work Monday and Tuesday of next week, then get Wednesday and Thursday off, then back here again for Friday, and off for Saturday and Sunday...and the same thing the following week! YAY! I'm excited!

Once again...I love you December!

Want another Kobe Hater article...read this!

Here's a little snippet from this wonderful, (long, but wonderful nonetheless) article!

"Kobe Bryant is a little more gifted athletically than Michael Jordan was.

Kobe is a much better pure shooter. Kobe has risen into Michael's rare air when it comes to making great late shots. Kobe is a little taller, and just as quick and strong. Kobe plays with as much nightly energy and passion as Michael did, even on defense.

You can argue that Kobe is a little better looking. Kobe definitely is a more polished speaker. Kobe can be almost as charming as Michael, when he feels like it.

So why won't Kobe Bean Bryant ever realize his dream of being the next Michael Jeffrey Jordan?

Because the same Kobe who is invincibly confident in his strengths is astonishingly unaware of his weaknesses.

Because the same Kobe who can be so worldly and bright can also be so sheltered and dumb.

Because Kobe is lost in his own private universe.

Kobe doesn't get it. Michael always did."

You should read it...it's GREAT!

Lame...

2004-12-16T11:25:00.000-07:00

Kobe Bryant is LAME! If you want to read an article that is exactly WHY he's lame...then read this... He's SO lame!! I don't know why anyone would even think to like him, he's just not a good person...anyone with eyes and half a brain can see that. "Whatcha huntin' cowboy?!" I would walk up to someone and say that after I felt COMPLETELY offended and harassed by, too. Good job Vanessa! ; ) (December, thanks for always informing me on the latest Kobe infested drama!)

Here's a little bit of that article...

"Kobe, your wife won't stop making a fool out of you until she believes you look as foolish as she did holding your hand at the press conference when you first answered charges that you raped a hotel desk clerk. She's gonna have you chasing mystery enemies for the rest of your life. She'll send herself flowers and tell you they're from Shaq. You'll catch her with a bag of weed and she'll say The Zen Master had it shipped to her from Mexico. Don't be surprised if she starts cooing about the size of Gary Payton's glove or how cute Ray Allen is. She's probably writing letters to Suge Knight in jail."

You people really need to read it in it's entirety!

Anyway...
I guess I'm going to lunch at Panda with Slakis and Singh. I'm pretty hungry right now...and We're leaving in like 10 minutes. So that's good! I'm damn tired, and I'm going to be bored tonight! I guess I can take a nap!

I love you December...always will.

VTO FOR ME!!!

2004-12-15T11:25:00.000-07:00

YAY! I get to VTO today! I'm rather excited about that, because I get to go to lunch with the most amazing person EVER!!! And then I'm going to go shopping with my Dad! Get some more presents for the most amazing person on this earth...I know you'll be mad, but hell...I love you!

I will update again tomorrow...I am off to go spend some time with my 2 most favorite people ever! (Having lunch with the most beautiful person I know!) I'm corny, I know...but SO WHAT!!! That's what love sometimes does to you! = P

DECEMBER...

2004-12-14T16:18:00.000-07:00

Time for an update...eh? Your last one was on November 16th! Not cool! I'm a regular at You wanna piece o' me?!?...so let's get that little guy updated! I check it EVERYDAY, hoping that MAYBE, just maybe you'll have updated it...but no! He's lonely.

I love you!!! You're by far my favorite person EVER! = )

TWO (2) posts in ONE day?! What am I, out of my freakin' mind?!

Slakis the ASS KISS!

2004-12-14T09:36:00.000-07:00

Ha! Let me tell you the story of what happened today, also the reason behind the title of my post...

SO, Slakis comes in to work today with 2 Earnhardt Jr. Calendar's, he gave one to Kelly Love, but he didn't want it, so I got it to give to a friend. Slakis had the other one to give to Ann (The Assistant Branch Manager). Who just happens to LOVE Jr. She was all sorts of excited. I've actually never seen her that happy inside these walls of TPUSA. It was cute...Slakis made her day!

Tomorrow's post will be about how he kissed Jon's (MSN Project Manager) ass !!! Just kidding, Slakis! It's very nice of you to think of people like that! ; )

December...I love you!!!

WEAK SAUCE!

2004-12-13T09:43:00.000-07:00

So...Slakis IM's me today and says this..."i registered www.coolestblogever.com". And he thinks that I'M LAME because mine is .blogspot.com and his isn't!?! Ha! I guess I'm so LAME that he wanted to register the name that I came up with...coolestblogever! That's cool! I'm fine with that...because everyone who reads this...will maybe agree with me, when I say that he's the lame one for not being able to come up with his own damn blog name! Ha! I'm on the 'team' though, so I can post on that too...And I think that's the correct thing to do, considering 'coolestblogever' is what I came up with!!!

Update on Tuesday the 7th of Dec.

2004-12-07T13:03:00.000-07:00

Well, I just got back from lunch with Slakis...we went to Subway and got the new Chicken Bacon Ranch sandwich, which is toasted, and it was very good! = ) I discovered I have 105 points on my subway card, which can be redeemed for a free foot long sub! YAY!

I had an interview with FedEx Kinko's today, not sure if I'll get offered the job or not, but if I do, I'll have to think about it! I want to play basketball, and I want to still be athletic...I don't really want to be a workaholic, but I do think that saving money is always a good thing, maybe for a down payment for a new car...or a down payment for a house, ya never when money comes in handy!!!

I went to the Jazz game last night, and we were sitting 4 rows from the court! It was awesome! When we were walking to our seats, BOOZER was seriously 5 feet away from me. It was SO awesome! We got yummy dinner before the game, and nachos and popcorn and soda at half time in the V.I.P room! It was seriously the BEST time I've ever had at a Jazz game, even though we got our asses handed to us in a pretty little pink basket! It was SO much fun! Shaq is HUGE!!! Maybe I can one day post the pictures I took on here, somehow.

The pictures that Slakis.com took, can be found HERE! They are lots of fun!! And they are also proof that I sat 4 rows back!!! = P

So I just wanted to say thank you for the best time I've ever had a Jazz game! Seriously! You're the best ever! Thank you!!!

Always and Forever,
Becca

New Pictures at Slakis.com

2004-12-06T09:49:00.000-07:00

Well those pictures of La Frontero friday, where I guess all I did that day was talk on the phone...can be seen here.

And the pictures of the lesson in parking can be seen here.

I still love you December!!! = )

Demands...

2004-12-03T14:35:00.000-07:00

So, Slakis pretty much demanded that I update my blog...so that's what I'm doing. I've been pretty inconsistent with doing that...so maybe I'll "try a little harder, to be a little better"!!!

So, today when we came back from lunch from "La Frontero Friday", and by we, I mean Me, Slakis, Dylan and Singh...we found a fairly decent parking space...but it was only open because the person who was parked in the one next to it...and kind of in ours...so Slakis decides he's going to try to squeeze in and teach the idiot a very important lesson...and we all decided that it would be funny if we left a note! So we grabbed a piece of paper from a three ring binder (what was in the three ring binder is supposed to be a secret, because it was kind of something semi-important) and Dylan drew a picture of a car parked over the line and put a big "X" over it, with an arrow saying "WRONG", and then a car parked perfectly in a parking spot, with a smiley face and an arrow saying "RIGHT"! We then put it on the drivers side door, so that'll be the first thing that person sees. And it's not like there was snow on the ground so he/she couldn't see the lines, they were just being stupid!

Slakis took pictures of the whole thing (the picture Dylan drew, how bad of a parking job he did), which I'm sure can be seen here, but maybe not for a couple days, he usually needs a day or two to update his website. So maybe look for it on Monday. Because I have SO MANY readers! Ha! Maybe when he does post them...I'll give a more direct link to the picture gallery...we'll see how crazy I get though with keeping this bad boy updated!

December...I love you! = ) Very much!

Disbelief...

2004-11-24T13:38:00.000-07:00

Boredom...

2004-11-18T10:53:00.000-07:00

Well, well, well!!! It's 10:54 a.m. on Thursday morning...and I'm bored! Ha! I just thought that since I was bored, I could post something new!

The Jazz lost last night, that really sucks. And I didn't even get to watch it! Maybe we should have stayed home and watched it, because the little bit we saw they seemed to be kicking ass and taking names!!! Oh well! I went to Big 5 by some mall that I can never remember...and talked to a guy that said he would give me a job! I think that job would be pretty entertaining...it's always fun to work with people who are really laid back, like that guy. But unfortunately, I already applied at the one by my apartment...Although, if things don't work out there, I'm going to talk to that other guy, he said he'd give me a job, no problem!

December...I'm glad that you can say that on your blog! That makes me smile...and I will put a link somewhere on my blog so we can promote traffic for you!!! Ha! I've tried before, but I'm sure I can rig something up somewhere so I can have a link for you!!! I love you too, by the way!!!

Slakis, she talks about you...you might want to read it...
December's blog
She likes you...not sure why...but she does! Ha!! Just kidding!!! You're a cool guy!

Anyway, I think it's time for me to end this long post! Maybe that's why I don't have many readers either...because my posts are long and boring! Maybe I'll make some stuff up so I can have more fans?! Just a thought!

And so it begins....

2004-11-08T11:23:00.000-07:00

Year 23, that is!

Well the last post I had on here, I deleted. I deleted it because I was feeling a little angry that day, and just posted some things and didn't really think about what I was talking about. I mean I was mad...but I wasn't and couldn't be mad at anyone but me. I was fully responsible for my anger! But I thought I'd delete that last post and start with a new happy one!

So, Sunday was my birthday, but Saturday night is when all of the GREATNESS began! Saturday night, I thought I was going to the Mayan to have dinner with one person...but to my surprise there were people there! Friends!!! It was awesome to walk in to something like that...makes one feel...LOVED! ; ) We ate, sang, and ate some more! I got Ms Pac Man, and a $30 gift certificate to the BEST place ever...American Eagle! After the Mayan, we went to the bar, and I danced with the sexiest girl in the entire building!!! I was in heaven!!! And when we got home I was given my first present...THE coolest charm for my bracelet! One of the cutest pictures around! (and not because of me!!!)

Sunday morning I woke up to a beans and brews and that same sexy person! = ) And I also woke up to that sexy ass person making breakfast! I walked out of our room and our apartment was decorated with balloons and streamers! It was so cute! And so thoughtful, and so tender and precious! We ate breakfast, watched a little football, opened up another present...THE coolest shoes ever...Click here to see my new shoes!

Which I wore all day long! And I wish I could wear them everyday! They're so comfortable! I LOVE THEM!!! And then we got ready and went to the gateway and I spent my gift certificate!!! And then we went to dinner at PF Chang's with my Mom, Dad and brother! Where I got the first season of Dawson's Creek!!! YAY! And a tender card from my younger brother that made me cry...and I got $100 more for American Eagle from My Mom and Dad!!! Then we ate YUMMY food, (I'm still going to kick your butt!!!) And then we went home and that's when I got the last and the best present ever...a BRETT FAVRE JERSEY!!! which can be seen here...

All in all, from Saturday night until last night, that one of the best 24 hours of my life! And like I've said to you before 23rd...it's ALL because of you! Thank you for everything...once again. You've made me smile more than I thought was possible in the past 32 hours! Thank you so much! I love you!!!

Empty space...

2004-11-08T10:11:00.000-07:00

So after I republished my blog, there was a LARGE blank spot before my post, just trying to see if this will get rid of that.

Freedom of Speech?! What's that?

2004-11-03T12:02:00.000-07:00

Ha!

Well I thought that I would start this new post out with the recent comments...I've been accused of not allowing freedom of speech on my blog, which is true...to a point! If someone wants to come and comment on something I've posted, that's GREAT! I actually welcome that with open arms! ; ) And if they want to be a Bush hater (Jeremy), that's also fine with me. And I say that because we are all American citizens, with the freedom to think and say what we will. I just feel that if you say something that I don't like, I won't hate you for it, I won't even be mad at you for it, I'll just delete it! I mean if someone says something that you don't really love, you can either try to debate them, or you can ignore it, or you can just walk away and have it be a lesson learned! I choose to listen to what they say, and think about it, and if I don't like it, that doesn't necessarily mean it's wrong, it just means I don't agree, or don't have enough information to either agree or disagree. I've actually and quite honestly not really completely informed myself on the recent Politicians. I see it as this...they all tell lies, just some more than others. And because I haven't really fully educated myself, I don't really say too much about the president...or his fellow little buddies and/or rivals. I mean there are a lot of things that get passed around on the internet, that could be completely made up, or could be completely true, who am I to judge which it is?! The only thing I know is people made Amendment 3 about something it's really not. Which is why that bastard was passed. Damn those people. And I will admit, I think that there are a lot of gay people who helped make it about something it's not. Oh well...I guess you live and you learn, right!? Hopefully one day, it will pass, and people will not be so easy to judge, or be so prejudiced. Who knows?! I know that I don't...all I can do is HOPE!

23rd, I love you with all of my heart! Thank you for giving me a whole bucket (I don't know, just go with it!) full of "firsts"! I'm excited for the future, because of you! I'm sorry again for the past couple days...I know I didn't act myself at all...I just want you to know that you mean the world to me! And I'm perfectly fine with all of my blog readers knowing that! Hell, and the rest of the world! I'm not scared to let people know that I'm going to spend the rest of my life with the most amazing person on this earth! Not at all!

Thank you for being you!

Jeremy, welcome back to the world of IM! But don't be mean on my blog you little shit! ; )

Who are you, JEFF?!?

2004-10-04T14:35:00.000-06:00

So, on my last post...the one before the one where I disabled comments for Slakis...someone by the name of Jeff commented on my blog...and this bothers me, just slightly, because I don't know anybody by the name of Jeff. I work with one guy named Jeff, but I don't think it's the same guy. But you never know. I clicked on Jeff's name, to see if I could read his profile, and he disabled that. It's almost like he wants to remain anonymous. His name might not even be Jeff. Who knows?! Oh well though...Jeff, I hope you enjoy the story of my life.

Slakis came to me and demanded that I update my blog. So, here I am...following directions. His last blog KIND OF talked a bit of shit on on my Packers...which isn't very cool, but whatever. Like he said in his blog, his team lost too. My poor Brett got a concussion. But being the bad ass he is, he was out for one play, then got back in there and tossed a pretty little TD pass! And I do believe that he was still out of it! Because the commentators, who have been known to talk a bit of mess...said that he wasn't going back in because he wasn't answering the doctor's questions right. Oh well! He's still a champ!

Anyway, my weekend was absolutely FABULOUS! I spent a lot of money on a lot of clothes, which is always a good thing! ;) I'm going to leave you all with something I heard this weekend that left me hysterically laughing my ass off!!!...

"the stupid bitches didn't even look"

Thank you for one of the best weekends I've had in a very long time!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SLAKIS!!!!

2004-09-30T13:07:00.000-06:00

Aww...Look how nice I am, to remember your birthday! The big 23, huh?! Well, I just wanted to say I hope you had a kick ass birthday! And we will have to go to lunch on Monday or something! ; ) I hope that you had a fabulous 6 day weekend! Anyway, Happy Birthday! And I will see you on Monday! = )

Poor Slakis...OAKLAND RAIDERS?!?! HA!!!

2004-09-28T11:30:00.000-06:00

Slakis...I enjoy you, I really do. Or should I say...DID. I mean honestly...can I really be friends with such a hater?! I'm thinking...NO! You talk so much shit on Green Bay, thinking that the RAIDERS are better?! If I remember right, Brett had THE best night of HIS ENTIRE CAREER against your sorry ass team. You can talk shit because they beat the BILLS!? I don't think so. All I have to say, is feel lucky that Green Bay and Oakland don't meet in the regular season...that would be a sorry day for you sorry team. The ONLY thing they have going for them is Jerry Rice...and they don't even like him. HOLY SHIT...how are you going to let a damn near two decade record...just END? I mean honestly...all because they didn't throw him the ball ONCE...please explain to me, how you DO NOT THROW THE FREAKING BALL TO JERRY FREAKING RICE!!?? Now THAT, I believe is the most RETARDED thing I have EVER heard in my ENTIRE life.

It's really sad when you have so many people talking about Brett Favre when the Packers aren't even playing..."that's something that only Brett Favre can do"..."no one does that better than Brett Favre"...Don't be so bitter...I mean honestly...this is one of the best sayings I think I know...Jealousy Breeds Contempt. And OH is that true! Don't get mad...don't hate...That's just bad for your soul, Slakis. Wait, do you even have a soul? Someone who is SO anti-Favre, I would HAVE to assume is soul-less. Because I believe that's in the bible...and if not, it should be! = )

Now, I really do like you Slakis...that's why I think we needed to have this little talk to maybe try to get some things right. I know you like the Raiders...but I haven't talked shit on them ONE time this year. Not until you said what you said in your last comment on my last post...now that, Slakis, my friend, is just crossing the damn line! But I really do feel better...so thank you for being a loyal reader, and a true friend, and a closet PACKER fan.

Yours Truly,

The Biggest Green Bay Fan on the Earth!

; )

P.S. I know how much you'd love to comment on this post, but I did take away that right! Oh the sweet, sweet power of being the BLOG Admin! ; )

Happy Reading! Love ya Slakis! ; )

Green Bay Packers!

2004-09-22T11:55:00.000-06:00

So, my post really doesn't have TOO much to do with Green Bay, I just love them, and thought it would be fun to have that be the title of this post...= ) They aren't doing TOO hot yet! They lost to the Bears, which really sucks, because they are like 20-4 now against them. And what makes it even worse, is it was at Lambeau, and EVERY SINGLE fan there, (I'm sure even the Bears fans) we're walking into that stadium KNOWING it would be a gimme. But holy hell, were they WRONG!?! We got a good ass whoopin' from those freaks. If Ahman Green would have just held the ball tight, and wrapped it up, that would have been 7 points right there. And if Brett (I hate to admit, but his game wasn't there) wouldn't have thrown the way he did...things just might be different.

Now, I finally got to go to lunch with Jeremy. I went with Slakis, Dave, and Dylan. It was fun, but the place we went to, like Slakis said in his post, which can be read HERE was not so great. For sure not worth the $7.50 I spent on my meal. You'd think I was at the Mayan or something! But it was good to see Jeremy again! Just like the good ol' days! Slakis, you should try to get his ass on our bowling league! That would be good times. And Jeremy, if he asks you, you better play! It's only $10 a week to do it. And it will be good times!

And for the rest of my readers...which is only one...You're the greatest! Thanks again for everything you do for me. You are seriously a huge support for me. You have no idea how much easier you make my hectic life! It's nice to have a little peace and serenity in this chaotic world we live in! ; ) I love you. Always will.

Finally Updating

2004-09-16T08:51:00.000-06:00

I have been so bad about updating my blog! Slakis has been updating his almost daily, and mine is weekly...at best! That's no good, what kind of a blogger am I?!?

Well, I'm about damn sick of playing softball. Actually, I am not sick of playing...just sick of HAVING things to do. I want to be able to just sit home and watch TV, or go running, (which if you know me, you know I don't do that...but I do want to start!) maybe even go shopping or to the mall...I just HATE when I have something that gets in the way...like softball. Something that has a set time, and I have to plan all of my stuff (which is not a lot, but still) around that time. And that kind of gets annoying...but I do love to play! So, I guess at the end of the day, as long as I'm not too sore, and I don't play like ass, it's worth it!!

Work...well, that's a whole blog post all on its own. Work is HECTIC! I seriously have so much to do, all of the time! And for the one (if I'm lucky) hour of the day I'm not super busy, I like to read posts on other people's blogs, or try to post on mine...and Heaven forbid (DAVID J) that I look at a picture of Katie Holmes! He about poohed his pants when he saw it...it was very nicely done, I think. Here I'll show you, and Dave can POOH his pants again...

HOT Katie Holmes!

Not that bad, At least I don't think! That's a FABULOUS picture of her! ; )

Jeremy, I hope that you are doing well...and work is great for you...how about you update your blog?! Just an idea! Let's really seriously go to lunch someday...I can take an hour if I'd like to...The boss lady said that's cool! So, next time you guys are going, let me know! Slakis told me once, but I already had to make a run, it was my day! Anyway, keep in touch! = )

Slakis, you are one of my all time favorite co-workers! = ) I might just go insane if it wasn't for you, Dr. Love, and Tony! = )

So much to do!

2004-09-06T15:15:00.000-06:00

I haven't even posted on my blog for the LONGEST time! So, I guess it's time to update all of you on the edge of your seat Coolestblogever10 fanatics! Ha! Yeah right! I mean to be completely honest, there's not too much to report...so I'll tell you what's been going on, and then maybe make some stuff up!

Ok...well I just started my new position today. Which I do have to say I was extremely nervous about. I just don't want to let anyone down, ya know?! I want to do as good of a job as the girl before me did. She was awesome! Hopefully I can kick ass and take names like her. = ) If not, I can at least say "I tried". Ha!

Softball is almost over. I'm only playing twice a week now...and I think that's good, considering my freaking body is falling apart! My knee hurts all the time, my shoulder feels like it's just waiting to pop out, and my wrists hurt every now and then. I'm getting old...and that is SO NOT COOL!

Everything in my life is super right now! = )

That's all for now! I'll try to keep up a little more with my posting!

Oh yeah...Slakis, sorry about your friend. I read your blog, and it seriously made me almost cry! You really are a good guy Slakis! ; )

NO MORE WEEKENDS!!!!

2004-08-21T13:09:00.000-06:00

YAY!!! Yes, it's very, very true...Starting on Monday the 23rd, I will NO longer be working weekends! ; ) Although, I must say that the reason I'm moving to Mon-Fri is a sad one. One of the other GK's is leaving, and I have to take over all of her many duties! Hopefully, I can learn what she does QUICKIE STYLE (and I do mean extremely quickie style!). I am pretty damned psyched though! It's going to be great to have the weekends off...I will be able to live a normal young adult life again! Good Times!!!

Well, I guess I'm going to be hitting the "Move In Special" tonight at the Casa de Slakis! I'm pretty sure it's going to be great fun! Although I just found out that Dave is a bit too sick to make it tonight. Which sucks, because Dave is a cool guy! But either way, it'll be fun. Hopefully I will walk through that threshold and see some familiar faces. Maybe...someone like...I don't know, maybe...JEREMY!?! Probably not, like his wife would let him go to a party with a newborn baby in the house. At least I know a couple of people that are going!

Anyway, I will post again soon...sorry it's been so long! I sometimes forget that I'm sharing my extremely exciting life with the world!

23rd...you are still one of my all time favorite people in this world! And I am pretty damn sure you always will be. Thanks for being you! And thank you for always having my back! = ) I wish I could afford to send you lots of roses too...

Here...(ha!) Kinda corny, I know...but it's all I've got for now...sorry.

Be real for once...

2004-08-13T12:15:00.000-06:00

Jeremy - I actually didn't think you used to be an ass...I mean you sometimes said things that were kind of borderline...But what's the point in posting something just because someone has deeper thoughts than..."I want to make a lesbian flick"...or "I have a bigger peepee than he does"???

Just because someone who also posts on my blog says things that are "deep"...that means that you have to say something as rude as your last post? I mean you may not have meant it that way, but seriously, do you think before you click 'post'? You are basically insulting someone's intelligence...And here's the funny thing, you have NO idea who she is, or what she stands for. I really just want to know what your intentions were? I mean if it's to try to look cool to Slakis or whatever, that's just not right. You are a smart kid Jeremy, but why be an ass?

She reads what I have to write and gives me honest up front advice, and says things that are very deep, which I love, it's nice to read things that are a bit deeper than "let's have an orgy"...but why do you think that you have to post something to try to be insulting? I just don't understand, I used to tell her that you were a pretty cool kid...Maybe I am the one who needs to question my own intelligence?!?

Click Here Thanks for the info Slakis! ; )

Boys are mean

2004-08-09T14:57:00.000-06:00

So, I just got done reading Slakis' website, click, it's the "Monday, August 09, 2004" post...and I must say that I am pretty damned disgusted! You guys are assholes! Holy hell, remind me (again) to never have you guys pick me up anything to eat. I guess it's a good thing that guys don't hold grudges, because I'd kick you in your balls if you did that rubbish to me. ; )

Jeremy - yes I am still doing the same thing...gatekeeping. In other words, yes I am not doing a damn thing! =P I actually just applied for the supervisor position, not so sure how much I want the shifts that are available, but I guess it's more about getting my foot in the door. You better let me know when you guys are going to lunch...just don't let them pick it up for you! I will give Slakis my number (maybe), if he doesn't harass me too much. Ha! And you should try to get your ass to his house party on the 21st...I think. I told him I'd only go if other people from work went, because I don't want to feel sheepish!

Now, other than that, I don't really have any exciting news...I got one hell of a sunburn at my softball tournament in Tooele...the same fair that my supervisor David J. Crane, won first prize in the biggest zucchini contest! Or something like that! Fun stuff!

Oh, and by the way Slakis and "big D", I was kidding about the kicking you in the balls bit...well unless you really did that rubbish to me, that is!

Unanswered Questions...

2004-07-31T13:43:00.000-06:00

I guess that no matter how hard you try to tell someone what you feel or think, they'll always have questions that you may never be able to honestly and/or truthfully answer. It's hard to try to give proper justification for your behaviors sometimes. I guess all you can do is keep trying to explain yourself. Although, how do you explain something that YOU yourself may not fully understand?!? My guess would be, you can't. It's hard to make sense of something that seems to have no sense to you. It's crazy how one phrase or statement can impact someone, and turn their world upside down, isn't it?! I think that what is even more crazy is that after you've said your one phrase or statement, there's nothing you can do to get it back. That person has to live with those words in their head. No matter how many times you tell them, you said it out of anger, pure and simple. It just doesn't make the pain subside. You'll always have questions about that statement..."Well what if that person did mean it?...Does that mean that everything they've said is a lie?" Always with the questions...you may be able to give that person the EXACT answer they're looking or hoping for...but that question will forever remain in their head..."I wonder if it really is what they felt"...you'll just never really know.

It's hard to think about the could haves, should haves and/or the what-ifs. I've been on both sides of that coin. I've been told something that hurt like hell, and still to this day I wonder if that was the real deal. I've also said things out of anger, and because I was completely in defense mode. Either way, it's not something you can take back. And what makes it even harder, is what if there had been things that were done that would somewhat prove that they really felt that way??? Then what?! Do you believe what they say, when they say "it wasn't true, I was just hurting." Or do you believe the actions that went along with that life altering phrase??? It's just too hard to tell.

The mysteries of life, I just don't think it gets any easier...and everytime you think it may be getting easier, you get knocked on your ass, along with a BIG reminder that things are not supposed to be easy. I guess I could just chalk it all up to "being young"...

On a much lighter note!
Jeremy...I am sure we could work something out! Especially if you have your house all to yourself! I am pretty sure that I've heard you say numerous times to many different people that you wanted me to have your babies!? ; ) What I'm getting at, is that you wouldn't have to just videotape! ha! Ok, everyone, I am totally just kidding!!! Seriously though, maybe sometimes next week, you could give us a call and we could do lunch or something...and even though Slakis says that we need an hour...we could get it done faster! We don't want anyone jeopardizing their paychecks! I know I can't! But I am sure you know the floor phone number...if not, grab the damn phone book, and find it! = ) You should know it, how damn long did you work here? Anyway, let's get together and "talk"!! ha!

Dragging Ass...

2004-07-29T14:16:00.000-06:00

I have been dragging ass around here lately! Getting behind in updating my blog, re-opening tickets...what a pain in my ass to get everything back up to date! Hell!

Well, nothing is really too new in my world...people keep giving me grief because they are pretty jealous that I have connections and can pretty much get off any day I'd like...it actually makes me laugh! They think they're funny with their little comments...they think that they're getting the last shot! But in all reality, I am...He's just pissed that he had to go through HELL to get the weekend off to go camping! HA! You have to do more than just put your name on the calendar! You have to actually talk to someone and get it approved! And maybe not one of the biggest slackers of a supervisor! At least have him submit the days off in the system...Whoa...Hey!!! Now there's an idea! It's funny how some people can be so damn smart when it comes to computers...But when it comes to the real world, DAMN, do they struggle!

Jeremy...I haven't heard anything from you in a while! It would be nice if you would pretend that we are still friends! ; )

Slakis...I am not sure how often you are going to check this, or if you ever even will again...but if you do, and you read this...thanks for taking the kick ass pictures of me! ha! Oh, and also, remind me to never have you guys pick up some food for me while you're gone to lunch! Shit you guys are mean! Funny, but mean! If you guys ever get Jeremy to go to lunch, let me know!

JEREMY!!!!

2004-07-22T08:05:00.000-06:00

Holy hell 'dude', good to see that you are still alive and all is well! = )

I would love to name names but if I did, I think I might piss that person off even more, and all hell would break loose! She's already pissed enough at what I had to write about her! Next time I talk to you (if I ever talk to you again in person), I'll tell you all about my drama episode(s)! It was actually pretty juicy stuff...but everything is good now. I had some pretty decent apologies, and like I said in my last post, I am a very forgiving person...I just have to remember to keep my eyes open! ; )

I am glad that you approve of my blog...I was going to name it like myblogiscoolerthanJeremysblog.blogspot.com...but I thought, I don't think I could make my blog any cooler than yours if I tried!! So, this is what it ended up being!

Things are good, work is alright...although I do wish I made more money! Same shit, Different day here at TPUSA! I hardly ever talk to Slakis...he's too good for me, just as you were when you still worked here, and Slakis was present! ha! ; ) I don't know if you've heard or not, but Dylan bought ANOTHER bike, this time he got a bullet bike. Now the punk has two bikes. The bullet bike has to be hidden from his Dad, so it's parked at his friends house. Kind of funny, if you ask me! Oh well! The kid is ONLY 19 years old...

How are things with you? How is Kyler and Brayden? And the wife? I am glad that you found a job that you love! That's awesome! I'm very happy for you.

Anyway, keep me updated, and you are one of only two people who have my blog address, so come read up on my drama filled life! ;) HA! Just kidding, it's not ALWAYS drama...just right now it is...I always check your blog for new stories about your new job and stuff! So keep that updated too! Take care, and I'll talk to you soon!

The Curve Ball Analogy...

2004-07-18T11:03:00.000-06:00

Why is it that everytime you think you may have someone figured out, they do something to prove they are still a big piece of shit?! I guess(/know) my biggest problem is that I forgive and forget WAY too easily. I forget about all of the (many) nasty things people have done to me, and I give them another chance...why though?!? To just hurt me again?! That sounds insanely retarded, doesn't it? I guess that's what happens when you play with fire...you eventually get burned. That's the way this crazy ass life works. You think you may have the twists and turns finally figured out, and then you get thrown a wicked curve ball. So wicked in fact...you end up striking out, terribly...almost making a fool of yourself, for even taking the risk of going up to bat. I guess that the positive to all of this madness that some of us would like to call "life", is that one of the times, you have to get a hit...you can't always strike out. That would just be completely insane...I guess I just have to start learning to hit these wicked curve balls!?

As for the rest of you out there who think you've got life figured out...always be prepared for a nasty curve ball...the only advice I can give you is keep your weight on the balls of your feet and be sure to watch the ball with your eyes WIDE OPEN! If you keep your eyes on it the whole time, You have a better chance at hitting that son of a bitch, than you do if you have your blinders on...Trust me on this one.

2nd Place...

2004-07-16T11:41:00.000-06:00

Well, the good news is that we took second place in the Heat Stroker Tournament in St. George...but it was a terrible weekend. A lot of SHIT took place, a lot of which could have waited...wait, I take that back, ALL of which could have waited. The softball part of it was very fun, and I loved every second of it! But everything outside of the sport was terrible. So many emotions going every direction...it was bad.

So, having said that, I have an apology to make...
I'm sorry that things happened the way they did...you are right about one thing, you didn't deserve that. Not for one second. I am so much better than that. I don't know what got into me...but I apologize 10,000 times for making it so public. Like you've said to me, you're a private person, and I messed up. I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you. You are an awesome person, and I care about you SO much. I wish I could go back and change the way things were done...but I can't now. I'm sorry.

Heat Stroker

2004-07-08T10:02:00.000-06:00

This weekend is the Heat Stroker in St. George! I'm pretty damn excited to go! The games start at sun down and end at sun rise! Anyone who knows me, knows how much I love to play softball...but this is going to be heaven! Softball all night long? Does it get any better than that?! I mean honestly?! We might just have to drive down in a car that doesn't have air conditioning though...which would not be fun! Considering the temperature in St. George is going to be like 107 degrees this weekend! Luckily, we'll be sleeping in the heat of the day...In our air conditioned hotel rooms!

I will keep all of you dedicated readers (ha! I haven't given out the link to this blog yet!!!) posted on how we do in the Heat Stroker!!!

Boredom

2004-07-04T13:21:00.000-06:00

Here I am at work...bored as hell! I was reading Jeremy's blog and I wanted to attempt to be as cool as he is, so I made my own blog. Then maybe that would get his ass in gear to update his blog a little bit more than once a month. Since he quit, he thinks he can just pretend like he didn't make life-long buddies here at TPUSA, and NOT update his blog. NOT COOL. Oh well though, he did just have his second baby. Congrats! by the way! He's very cute!